I haven’t written in a while and to be quite honest with you all it has been driving me a little crazy. I want to write but I just don’t do it when I know what I have to say. I have been spending my days just doing what needs to be done and I like the simplicity I have been experiencing very much. I like simple. I can’t remember the last time my life was simple before this.
On the 17th, GwtS came down to visit. He missed me and I missed him. Even after everything I wanted to see him and so he came down to the country to see me. The plan was for him to stay a week but the day before he was scheduled to leave he told me he wanted to stay longer. He extended his visit but had to leave Monday. We agreed that he would come back again soon and potentially for an extended visit. I miss him already.
We spent a lot of time exploring the area or cuddling in bed watching movies. Even though it was only for a brief time, he is the only man I have ever felt like I could spend the rest of my time with in this simple life and be beyond content. It’ll likely be a month before I see him again but I know that he’ll be back. We spent the last two days of his visit really trying to just spend time together. Neither of us wanted him to go but as I have said numerous times, our timing has always been a bit off.
It was great to have him here and I am looking forward to seeing him again. Here things are easy for us. Everything seems simpler than it is. It was good to just be able to spend some time together. My life is good and all that has been missing is the writing but now I have that back too.